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Hola,

I’ve been hiatus for awhile. and will still continue to hiatus after this post. 😀

why blog all of a sudden? because tomorrow marks the day, the long anticipated day over 20 years – The National Service.

Well, if you don’t know what is National Service (NS) , it is something that every Singaporean man have to go through, for military training, and equip these young boys with military knowledge, throughout a time frame of 1 year 10 months – 2 years. (SOLDIERS)

I’m going to be a soldier in less than 24 hours and people always ask, “so how, excited?” or “so how? Scared?” and i always reply with, “like that lor” or “i don’t know leh” actually, i don’t even know how i’m feeling, which makes it worse.

i want to feel something, be it excited, scared, nervous, nerve-wrecking, happy, or sad. i just want to feel something. it makes it real tough to accept that i’m going to serve the nation w/o feelings.

just like a boat, i need my lighthouse to tell me how to sail, where to go. i want somebody to tell me how i’m suppose to feel, how i’m suppose to react.

Anyway, people out there, wish me luck for the coming 2 years. pray and stay with me.

adios

“life at its worst, i think my heart is dead. revive it – keep it pumping” – Noel  Mil

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30 LETTERS :
Day 01 — Your Best Friend
Day 02 — Your Crush
Day 03 — Your parents
Day 04 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 05 — Your dreams
Day 06 — A stranger
Day 07 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 08 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 09 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

i saw this on my henry’s and jingting’s blog and i also feel like doing eh.

well, i’ll play by my mood. haha.

ciaos.

auld lang syne

should auld acquitance be forgor and never brought to mind, should auld acquitance be forgot, for auld lang syne, for auld lang syne my dear, for auld lang syne, we’ll take a cup of kindness dear, for auld lang syne.

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when things were about to end.

im sailing a rocky viking in the open oceans, with thunderous storms and angry waters. keeping the vulnerable viking intact to save the crew on board. the viking will not break apart, and it will be king over the flood, and i will be still to  know we’re fine.